Coheed & Cambria

Oh look...it's me.

Yes, I still exist. Shocking. I'm not gonna make excuses, just gonna let you guys know what's up in the strange little world that I inhabit.

Okay, I don't really know where to being...since I left dad and Arizona, things have gotten more than a little hectic.

Ok...in order of importance? Um...well,I finally came out as FTM transgender to my family in Missouri. Dad doesn't know yet. I don't really know how to tell him but...well, I guess with this, now he will. I've done thorough research on the procedures, therapies and expenses. I know it'll take me around a year, and I know that it'll cost me in the area of $10,000. I've also talked to a few others that plan on having the same procedures. I tend to get responses in the extremes on both ends of the spectrum.

Bria Anne thought it was funny, Gramma's being really supportive, and mom...well, she completely wigged out on me in the middle of downtown Springfield. But see, that was shortly after I confronted her about her drug problems and complete and utter neglect of my siblings and me affected us. She blames everything on a tumor that she said herself was benign. She went to california to get treatments but all she ended up doing was dragging Morgan from homeless shelter to homeless shelter and getting pot and pills and things from whoever she could.

Well, Morgan got back to Gramma and Grampa's in one piece, thankfully, but now she emulates mum's behavior. Joy. =.=

Bria Anne's baby is absolutely gorgeous and about the best baby anyone could want. I just wish I had my flashdrive with me. I have a lot of pictures on it, as well as a few new drawings (my dA watchers will be happy about that I think.)

I met someone really sweet. He's a furry named Piers and if I didn't know any better, I'd say that he and I were cloned. We like the same things, have the same sense of humor, whether it be high-brow, low-brow or just plain silly. We can quote things back and forth at eachother without missing a beat, such as Red vs Blue, South Park, Monty Python...just to name a few. He's a tabletop gamer too, something I've always wanted to try.

Um...my net access is limited at the moment due to my computer still being with dad. My library is a hell of a lot smaller for that reason as well, as is my wardrobe. He didn't answer the email I sent him with the address of my apartment though, so I was a little worried.

On slightly less important notes...I'm now thoroughly addicted to Mass Effect and Mass Effect 2 for xbox 360. I blame my roommate (Chris). I also really like Assassin's Creed 2. I also love True Blood to death. That's roomie's girlfriend's (Jen's) fault.

Chris bought me a Year of the Black Rainbow cd the othe rday at Hastings. [insert fangirly squee]

I'm taking care of Jen's puppy at the moment. It has what the vet called "kennel cough".

I broke a bracket in my braces on a bottle of Mike's Hard Lemonade. Probably a sign to lay off liquor.

I miss the kitties.

If there's anything else anyone wants to know just comment I guess. It's 3:31 am and my writing jones kinda petered out around "worried".